I'm tired

photograph by @liezaazzahra

Help me to say: "Semeru land on the ramp of love was a lie"
I mentioned his name, people who don't currently close to me, and I still believe that superstition.
I feel the loss has been pursued

Dear my God, I know that I can't live without you. If he's my soulmate, then we draw  near, near more. If he isn't my soulmate please don't remind me about it and reconcile this heart to not have ambition, and then help me to convince me that he's not my soulmate

For all my friend, please help me to forget him
I'm loose to "Bismillah"

#hope with more and more